bella's :)

2011-04-23T14:43:00.001+07:00

Saat kau MENYUKAI seseorang,kau ingin memilikinya untuk keegoisanmu sendiri

Saat kau MENYAYANGI seseorang, kau ingin sekali membuatnya bahagia dan bukan untuk dirimu sendiri

Saat kau MENCINTAI seseorang, kau akan melakukan apapun untuk kebahagiaannya walaupun kau harus mengorbankan jiwamu

Saat kau MENYUKAI seseorang dan berada di sisinya maka kau akan bertanya,”Bolehkah aku menciummu?”

Saat kau MENYAYANGI seseorang dan berada di sisinya maka kau akan bertanya,”Bolehkah aku memelukmu?”

Saat kau MENCINTAI seseorang dan berada di sisinya maka kau akan menggenggam erat tangannya…

SUKA adalah saat ia menangis, kau akan berkata “Sudahlah, jangan menangis.”

SAYANG adalah saat ia menangis dan kau akan menangis bersamanya.

CINTA adalah saat ia menangis dan kau akan membiarkannya menangis dipundakmu sambil berkata,”Mari kita selesaikan masalah ini bersama-sama.”

SUKA adalah saat kau melihatnya dari penampilan luarnya dan bukan karena hatinya.

SAYANG adalah saat kau melihatnya, kau akan melihatnya dari hatimu dan bukan dari matamu.

CINTA adalah saat kau melihatnya kau akan berkata, “Buatku dia adalah anugerah terindah yang pernah Tuhan berikan padaku..

Pada saat orang yang kau SUKA menyakitimu, maka kau akan marah dan tak mau lagi bicara padanya.

Pada saat orang yang kau SAYANG menyakitimu, engkau akan menangis untuknya.

Pada saat orang yang kau CINTAI menyakitimu, kau akan berkata, “Tak apa dia hanya tak tahu apa yang dia lakukan.”

Pada saat kau SUKA padanya, kau akan MEMAKSANYA untuk menyukaimu.

Pada saat kau SAYANG padanya, kau akan MEMBIARKANNYA MEMILIH.

Pada saat kau CINTA padanya, kau akan selalu MENANTINYA dengan setia dan tulus…

SUKA adalah kau akan menemaninya bila itu menguntungkan

SAYANG adalah kau akan menemaninya di saat dia membutuhkan

CINTA adalah kau akan menemaninya di saat bagaimanapun keadaannya

SUKA adalah hal yang menuntut

SAYANG adalah hal memberi dan menerima

CINTA adalah hal yang memberi dengan rela

2011-04-23T14:42:00.001+07:00

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how
long you will be around.

When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all
fine.

When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it.

When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more than
that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....

Find a guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
who calls you back when you hang up on him.
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kisses
your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he
is to have you.
Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!!

2011-04-23T14:38:00.002+07:00

Kami, para wanita sungguh sebenarnya tau bahwa kalian bukanlah tokoh romantis yang dapat melukis seperti Jack Dawson dalam Titanic, maka itu kami tidak pernah minta kalian melukis wajah kami dengan indah, paling tidak saat kami minta kalian menggambar wajah kami , gambarlah, meskipun hasil akhirnya akan seperti Jayko adik perempuan Giant dalam film Doraemon, tapi kami tahu, kalian berusaha.

Kami, para wanita sungguh sebenarnya tau bahwa kalian bukan peramal seperti Dedi Corbuzier yang dapat menebak isi pikiran kami atau apa yang kami inginkan saat kami hanya terdiam dan memasang wajah bosan, tapi saat itu kami hanya ingin tau, sesabar apakah kalian menghadapi kami jika kami sedang sangat menyebalkan seperti itu, kami tidak minta kalian mampu menebak keinginan kami, setidaknya bersabarlah pada kami dengan terus bertanya “jadi sekarang maunya gimana?”

Kami, para wanita sungguh sebenarnya tau bahwa kalian bukanlah penyair sekaliber Kahlil Gibran atau yang mampu menceritakan kisah romantis seperti Shakespear, maka itu kami pun tidak meminta kalian mengirimi kami puisi cinta berisi kalimat angan-angan nan indah setiap hari atau setiap minggu, tapi setidaknya mengertilah bahwa setelah menonton film korea yang amat romantis itu, kami sangat berandai-andai kekasih kami dapat melakukan yang sama, meskipun isi puisi tersebut tidak sebagus kahlil Gibran, kami akan sangat senang –sungguh- jika kalian mengirimkannya dengan tulus dan niat. (bahkan meskipun ujungnya terdapat “hehe, aneh ya?”, kami akan benar-benar melayang, tuan)

Kami, para wanita sungguh sebenarnya tau bahwa kalian tidaklah setampan Leonardo Dicaprio, tapi tolong mengertilah itu sama sekali bukan masalah bagi kami, saat kami memuja-muja pemuda seperti itu, itulah pujian dan pujaan, tapi hati kami sungguhnya telah terikat oleh kalian, tuan. Mungkin saat itu kami hanya ingin tau apa pendapat kalian jika kami jatuh cinta pada orang lain, semacam mengukur tingkat kecemburuan kalian.

Kami, para wanita sungguh sebenarnya tau bahwa kalian tidaklah semenakjubkan John Nash atau sebrillian Isaac Newton, namun kami sebenarnya sangat menghargai bantuan kecil dari kalian meskipun hanya membantu mencarikan artikel dari internet, kami ingin menunjukkan pada kalian bahwa kalian lebih kami percayakan daripada Newton atau Galileo.

Kami, para wanita sungguh sebenarnya tau bahwa kalian tidaklah segagah Achilles pada film Troy, maka itu kami tidak pernah minta kalian mengikuti program peng six-pack an tubuh atau kontes L-men. Namun dengan kalian berhenti dan tidak pernah merokok, kami sangat akan memilih kalian dari Achilles manapun. Menyuruh kalian berhenti merokok adalah untuk meyakinkan diri kami bahwa kalian lebih gagah dari Achilles (karena tentu kalian akan kalah beradu pedang dengan Achilles bukan?).

Kami, para wanita sungguh sebenarnya tau bahwa kalian bukan Pangeran denga kuda putih yang akan melawan naga demi kami, karena kami pun bukan putri tidurnya, dan maka dari itu kami tidak pernah minta kalian melawan preman pasar yang pernah menggoda kami waktu lalu, tapi setidaknya, mengertilah tanpa kami harus minta, saat hujan lebat datang dan dirumah sedang mati lampu dan ayah ibu belum datang, kami hanya dapat mengandalkan kalian, maka itu temani kami walau hanya dengan sms dan telepon, karena menurut kami, berbincang dengan kalian adalah melegakan, maka itu jangan tradeoff (tukar) keadaan seperti itu dengan Game PES 2010 terbaru kalian itu (sangat mengesalkan!)

Kami, para wanita sungguh sebenarnya tau bahwa kalian bukanlah bayi yang harus diingatkan hal ini dan itu setiap waktunya, tapi mengertilah bahwa kami sangat merisaukan anda, kenapa kami mengingatkan kalian makan atau sembahyang, itu karena tepat saat itu, kami baru saja hendak makan atau sembahyang, maka itu saat kalian bertanya kembali atau mengingatkan kembali, kami akan jawab “iya, bentar lagi nih”

Kami, para wanita tau kalian bukanlah Romi Rafael yang pandai menyulap saputangan menjadi bunga, maka itu kami tidak pernah meminta hal hal semacam itu, namun mengertilah bahwa melihat bunga rose di pinggiran jalan itu menggoda hati kami, bahkan meski kami tidak suka bunga, pemberian kalian akan menjadi hal yang kami sukai, karena kami sebenarnya hanya sangat ingin menyimpan kalian saat itu, setelah malam kalian antar kami pulang, namun kami tahu kita harus berpisah saat itu.

Kami, para wanita tau kalian bukanlah Mr. Bean yang dapat membuat kami tertawa terbahak saat sedang bosan, maka itu jangan coba-coba menjadi juru selamat untuk mencoba membuat kami tertawa saat itu, karena kami tau kalian tidak mampu sekocak Mr. Bean dan malah hanya akan memperkeruh suasana, yang kami inginkan saat itu hanyalah memastikan kalian ada disamping kami saat masa-masa sulit meski hanya dengan senyuman menenangkan.

Kami, para wanita juga tau kalian bukanlah pemuda seperti Edward Cullen yang akan segera datang dengan Volvo saat kami diganggu oleh preman jalanan, namun setidaknya, pastikan kami aman bersama kalian saat itu dengan tidak membawa kami pulang terlalu larut dan mengantarkan kami sampai depan pintu rumah dan bertemu ayah ibu, (jangan hanya sampai depan gang, hey, tuan!)
Kami, para wanita tau kalian tidak akan bisa seperti ibu kami yang dapat menghentikan tangisan kami, namun tolong mengerti, saat kami menangis dihadapanmu, kami bukan sedang ingin dihentikan tangisannya, justru kami sangat ingin kalian dihadapan kami menampung berapa banyak air mata yang kami punya, atau sekedar melihat apa reaksi kalian melihat kami yang –menurut kami- akan terlihat jelek saat menangis

Kami, para wanita tau juga sebenarnya, bahwa kalian tidak akan punya jawaban yang benar atas pertanyaan, “aku gendut ya?”, kami sungguh tau, tapi saat itu kami hanya ingin tau, apa pendapat kalian tentang kami yang pagi tadi baru bercermin dan sedang merasa tidak secantik Kristen Stewart.

Kami tau, kalian adalah makhluk bodoh yang tidak peka dan terlalu lugu untuk percaya pada setiap hal yang kami katakan, tapi mengertilah bahwa saat kalian bertanya “baik-baik aja?” dan kami jawab “iya, aku baik-baik aja” itu adalah bahasa kami untuk menyatakan keadaan kami yang sedang tidak baik namun kami masih menganggap kalian adalah malaikat penyelamat yang mampu mengatasi ketidak-baik-baikan kami saat itu tanpa kami beritau, (tentu mestinya kalian sadari jika kami memang benar sedang baik-baik saja kami akan menambahkan perkataan seperti “iya aku baik-baik aja, malah tadi aku di kampus ketemu dengan dosen yang itu lho….*bla.bla.bla”)

Iya, kami sepertinya tau apa yang kalian pikirkan tentang kami yang begitu merepotkan. Tapi begitulah kami, akan selalu merepotkan kalian, tuan. Hal ini bukan sesuatu yang kami banggakan, namun inilah bahasa kami untuk mempercayakan hati kami pada kalian, jika kalian bukanlah pemuda yang kami percayakan dan kami butuhkan, tentu saja yang kami repotkan dan persulitkan bukan kalian. Kami makhluk yang amat perasa dan gampang merasa “tidak enak”. Kami enggan merepotkan “orang lain”.

Jika kami merepotkan dan menyusahkan, berarti kami menganggap anda bukanlah orang lain, tuan.

Kami tidak senang bermain-main, tuan pemuda. Maka tolong jaga hati yang kami percayakan ini. Kami mungkin mudah berbesar hati atau “geer”, tapi sekali kami menaruh hati kami pada satu pemuda, butuh waktu yang lebih lama dari menemukan lampu bohlam untuk menghilangkannya (bukan melupakan).

Kami akan sulit menerima hati baru setelah itu, karena kami harus membiasakan diri lagi. Padahal kami sudah terbiasa dengan anda, terbiasa melakukan semuanya dengan anda. Maka tolong, mengertilah tuan. Karena kami, wanita sungguh sangat tau sebenarnya kalian, pemuda, dapat mengatasi semua tingkah kami yang merepotkan ini.

did you know

2011-04-23T14:38:00.001+07:00

did you know men ?
if once we decide to love you ,
we are sure that you are the right one for us ..

did you know men ?
we try so hard to make you lookin at us ,
so we do something stupid which sometimes make us fight ..

did you know men ?
we have try to hold our tears ,
but we fail ,we cry ,and we regret it
we just think that we are not deserve to be yours ..

did you know men ?
we try our best
to be the one that you love most ,
to be the one that will be the best one for you ..

did you know men ?
we don't need you to change to someone else ..
we don't need you to be the most handsome ,the smartest ,or the richest ..
we just need you to be you ..
the one that hug us when we cry
the one that make us laugh when we are sad
the one that always beside us in every condition

please dont broke our heart men ..
because it's too hard for us to fix it ..
please think twice when you 'r sayin something men ..
because your words can easily hurt our heart ..
please stay the same men ..
its simply because we LOVE you so much

2011-02-26T14:00:00.002+07:00

gosh, i had been searching this song for a couple years. i never knew the singer and the title of this song. but finnally, i found this amazing song, with its lyric. love it

I will never find another love sweetter than you,
Sweetter than you
And I will never find anuther love more precious than you
More precious than you
Girl you are
Close to me you're like my mother
Close to me you're like my father
Close to me you're like my sister
Close to me you're like my bruther
You are the only one my everything and for you this song I sing

And all my life
I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life
I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

I said you're all that I'm thinkin' of.....baby

Said, I promise to never fall in love with a stranger
You're all I'm thinkin' of, I praise the Lord above
For sending me your love, I cherish every hug
I really love you

And all my life, baby, baby, I've prayed for someone like you,
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you, baby
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me

You're all that I ever known
When you smile, on my face, all I see is a glow
You turned my life around
You picked me up when I was down
You're all that I ever known
When you smile on your face all I see is a glow
You picked me up when I was down
You're all that I ever known
When you smile on your face all I see is a glow
You picked me up when I was down
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes I pray that you do love me too

All my life
I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
Yes, I pray that you do love me too
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

2011-02-02T01:04:00.003+07:00

got these 2 poems from my boy :)

I don't think you will
ever fully understand
how you've touched my life
and made me who I am.

I don't think you could ever know
just how truly special you are
that even on the darkest nights
you are my brightest star.

I don't think you will ever fully comprehend
how you've made my dreams come true
or how you've opened my heart
to love and the wonders it can do.

You've allowed me to experience
something very hard to find
unconditional love that exists
in my body, soul, and mind.

I don't think you could ever feel
all the love I have to give
and I'm sure you'll never realize
you've been my will to live.

You are an amazing person
and without you I don't know where I'd be.
Having you in my life
completes and fulfills every part of me.

♥

Just three little words
don't seem like enough
for someone whose smile
still brightens my day,
whose touch can make me forget
the rest of the world.

They don't seem like enough
for someone who's always been there
to celebrate with me
when everything goes my way
and to hold my hand
when my whole world
seems to fall apart.

But even though "I Love You"
can't express the depth
of my feelings for you.
I hope you know what's in my heart.
Because loving you
means more to me
than anything in the world
and it always will.

* thankyou ♥

90's girl

2011-02-01T16:34:00.009+07:00

just wanna flashback.. geez, i miss these things so much......

*my favorite boyband all the time WESTLIFE. i had a dream to marry Bryan honestly*

*watched this TV show with my mom, every Monday at 7pm. i loved every stories that they gave*

*its a big lie if you dont know about this drama. i had the magazine about the players, i loved the songs, i sticked the posters in my room's wall, and i felt kinda envy with Anna..*

*MTv gave me so much knowledges about western songs and singers..*

*Vj Utt*

*Vj Donita*

*fyi, i learned to read from this magazines haha. a big thankyou for you Donald Duck :) i collected these books since i was a toddler up to age 11/12. why did i stop collecting? because my father said that i was too old to read such books and he told me to start collecting teen magazines. he broke my heart :( *

*and this is my favorite snack all the time! anyway we can find this snack, but it has different flavor. i dont like it. i miss the old one*

me

2011-02-01T16:08:00.003+07:00

me..

* i can be a selfish person

* i can be so mean

* i can be so sucks

* i can be so childish

* i can be an evil

* i can cranky all the time

hey! i have my dark side too. you know that all of us have two sides in our life. the angel and the devil. im trying hard to always be in "angel" side, but sometimes me and the devil are in the same side..

sorry if i cant be the perfect one. but the important thing that you have to know is i am learning. im learning from my past, from my mistakes, and from everything i had done..

2011-01-31T22:20:00.001+07:00

Da da da da, da da da da
Da da da, da da
Da da da, da da

I don't know if I can yell any louder
How many time I've kicked you outta here?
Or said something insulting?
Da da da, da da

I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
But my heart is broken
Da da da, da da

Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I've never been this nasty
Da da da, da da

Can't you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby I don't mean it
I mean it, I promise
Da da da, da da

Please don't leave me
Oh please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me
I cannot be without, you're my perfect little punching bag
And I need you, I'm sorry
Da da da, da da

Da da da da, da da da da
Da da da, da da
Please, please don't leave me
(Da da da, da da)

Baby please don't leave me
(Da da da, da da)
No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me no no no

You say I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back
It's gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

Please don't leave me, oh no no no.
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this

Please don't leave me
Baby, please, please don't leave me

well

2011-01-22T23:43:00.001+07:00

pada dasarnya setiap orang selalu ingin membahagiakan orang lain apalgi orang-orang yang disayanginya. setiap orang memiliki kesungguhan dan memiliki caranya sendiri untuk menunjukkan bahwa dia sangat sangat sangatt menyayangi kekasihnya.

saat wanita mengatakan "aku capek.aku udah gak bisa lagi" tidak berarti bahwa dia sebenenarnya menyerah atas semua keadaan yang ada. dia hanya membutuhkan waktu untuk berpikir bagaimana menyelesaikan semua persoalan. dan ingin mencoba segala sesuatunya dari awal lagi.

saat wanita menangis, itu bukanlah air mata yang disengaja agar kalian mengalah dan menyelesaikan semua persoalan. sama sekali bukan! kami menangis karena kami sedih, sakit dan ada sesak yang mengumpat. kami sedih karena pria yang menjadi sandaran kami berbuat hal yang tidak kami kehendaki. kami kecewa kenapa kalian bisa berbuat hal seperti itu.

saat wanita memuja lelaki lain seperti artis korea ataupun orang lain yang berparas tampan didepan kalian, bukan maksud kami untuk membandingkan kalian atau itu berarti kami lebih menganggap kalian tidak ada apa-apanya. kalian adalah makhluk yang paling sempurna yang pernah ada. kami bahkan tidak bisa melihat adanya cacat dalam diri kalian. kami memilih kalian bukan hanya karena alasan kalian tampan atau memiliki badan yang bagus. kami memilih kalian karena kami merasakan bahwa ada malaikat yang menjaga kami, menangkap kami saat kami akan terjatuh, memberikan pelukan kepada kami, memberikan pundaknya yang hangat saat kami harus menangis untuk kesekian kalinya, akan senantiasa mendengar cerita kami baik itu kabar baik ataupun buruk, senantiasa menerima kami dan siap memberikan pujian saat kami bangga atas prestasi yang kami lakukan, dan senantiasa mendukung kami bila melakukan hal yang sangat kami suka.

saat wanita harus sibuk dengan pekerjaannya, bukan berarti dia ingin meninggalkan kalian dan tidak ingin menghabiskan waktu untuk kalian. ataupun kami ingin menyaingi kalian sehingga suatu saat nanti kami akan menelantarkan kalian.sama sekali BUKAN! kami hanya ingin membuat kalian bangga,kami ingin suatu saat nanti kalian mengatakan "hey, itu pacar saya.saya sangat bangga dengannya!" kami ingin menunjukkan sedikit yang kami bisa dan kami tidak akan meninggalkan kalian karena kalian adalah prioritas utama kami. kalianlah jantung dari segala apapun yang kami lakukan. tanpa kalian apapun yang kami lakukan pada dasarnya adalah hampa.

saat wanita mengatakan "tolong temenin aku hari ini.aku mau bareng sama kamu" itu berarti dia sangat membutuhkan kalian. ada sesuatu hal yang tidak bisa kami katakan, tetapi dengan adanya kehadiran kalian kami merasa kami jauh lebih baik dari keadaan sebelumnya. kami merasa bahwa beban yang menimpa pundak kami hilang seketika.

saat wanita mengangguk atas semua keinginan kalian, sebenarnya tidak semua hal yang kami setujui berkenan di hati kami. kami hanya ingin mendukung kalian. mungkin kami sudah bertindak yang tidak jujur tetapi kami hanya ingin membuat kalian tersenyum dengan cara mendukung apa yang kalian inginkan. sekuat tenaga kami merelakan keinginan kami yang sebenarnya asalkan kalian bahagia dan siap tersenyum lagi untuk kami.

saat wanita marah bila kalian dekat dengan wanita lain walaupun dia sudah mempunyai pacar, bukan maksud kami untuk menjadi posesif. sama sekali tidak. kami hanya takut harus kehilangan kalian karena kalian lebih menyayangi orang lain, kami tidak ingin kalian meninggalkan kami begitu saja hanya karena kami tidak peka dengan keadaan disekitar kalian. rasa cemburu ini bukan karena kami tidak sayang, kami cemburu karena kami sangat menyayangi kalian dan kami tidak akan pernah siap bila suatu hari nanti kalian harus pergi dan mungkin tidak akan kembali lagi kepada kami.

saat wanita marah bila anda berbohong, jujur hal ini adalah yang paling menyakitkan. sangat susah bila harus menganggap tidak terjadi apa-apa ketika mengetahui anda telah mengatakan yang tidak jujur kepada kami. SAKIT! hanya itu yang bisa kami ungkapkan.

saat wanita mengatakan "sayang,aku genduttan ya?" , "beb aku gendut banget nih" bukan maksud kami untuk menjadi rese atau apapun. kami hanya ingin tampil cantik untuk kalian, bila kalian mengatakan kami baik-baik saja didepan kalian tetapi kami terlihat buruk di mata pria lain kami sama sekali tidak menggubrisnya. kami adalah milik kalian dan kami hanya ingin terlihat baik di depan kalian.

saat wanita mendengar "kamu tuh cuma bisa nyusahin!" "ngertiin aku dikit kenapa sih?" "kamu ngelunjak ya gabisa ngehargain aku banget?!" yang kami rasakan hanyalah sakit yang mendalam. kami tidak bermaksud untuk menganggu ataupun membuat hidup kalian terbeban dengan sikap kami. apa yang kami lakukan tidak pernah ingin membuat kalian merasa terbebani. kami-pun melakukan apa yang kami bisa untuk berusaha selalu memberikan apapun yang kalian minta dengan tulus dan senang hati.

saat wanita menerima kata-kata kasar dari kalian, hal pertama yang kami pikirkan adalah "siapa dia?aku tidak mengenal kamu. kamu yang aku kenal bukan seperti ini yang bersikap kasar" kami berpikir kami dianggap apa saat emosi menyelimuti hati kalian. dan setiap kata-kata yang kalian lontarkan akan selalu terngiang di otak kami dan tak akan pernah kami lupakan. kata-kata kalian bagaikan paku yang akan meninggalkan bekas setiap paku tersebut dihentakkan.

hey para pria, kalianlah malaikat yang menjaga kami yang ringkih. kalian hal yang paling manis yang pernah kami lihat dan kami temui

bila suatu saat kita harus berpisah secara baik-baik ataupun tidak, percayalah saat kami melakukan hal yang tidak baik terhadap kalian kami hanya tidak menyangka bahwa kalian melakukan hal tersebut kepada kami. tetapi coba kalian bertanya pada hati kecil kami apakah kami sepenuhnya membenci kalian, jawabnnya tidak. tidak pernah terbesit di pikiran kami untuk membenci orang yang kami cintai. tidak pernah ada niat untuk menyakiti makhluk yang menjaga kami. semua kami lakukan hanya karena luapan emosi dan bentuk kekecewaan kami.

kami hanya ingin kalian mengerti bahwa kami pihak wanita juga selalu belajar mengerti apa yang kalian inginkan walaupun itu bertentangan dengan hati dan kehendak kami. tetapi bila kalian sudah bertindak yang sangat berlebihan, jangan pernah berpikir bahwa kami tidak akan pernah berani untuk meninggalkan kalian.

setiap orang ingin dicintai, sama seperti kami juga ingin dicintai dan diperlakukan baik oleh pria-nya.

terima kasih.

grecian dresses

2011-01-22T22:38:00.005+07:00

yes i know, those are wedding dresses. but it doesnt mean that i wanna marry this time and i dont wanna talk about wedding dresses. i wanna talk about GRECIAN DRESSES STYLE. oh my God. really, im crazy abut this style now. love it so much. honestly -if i have enough money- i will buy one -or two- dress[es].

unfortunately,,, maybe i cant buy it for now. the reasons are :

i dont have enough money, and

i dont know but, do i look good when im wearing that dress?

well, i have athers photos

love these 3 dresses sooooo muchhhh. want it so badly :(

video

2011-01-17T01:24:00.002+07:00

found this amazing video from youtube
jeanine and philip (so you think you can dance)
geez, wish i were her :(

check this out

quote

2011-01-17T01:18:00.001+07:00

what would you do if the only one who can make you stop crying is the one who made you cry?

make up

2010-11-14T12:59:00.003+07:00

miss my senior high school friends, esp stella, brenda, ryan .. last week ( nov 5th ) i met them at my beloved mall. haha. well, brenda and ryan were busy with their assignments and course, so that day we couldnt spend much time together. but i had a great girl time with stella. we went to her apartement, and like we did in old time, she made me up with her tools..

i give you some pictures of mine :) i do like it. thank you tel ..

jakarta culinary festival

2010-11-09T17:29:00.010+07:00

so, last saturday (nov 6th) i went to Grand Indonesia with my dad, because i wanted to see Jakarta Culinary Festival. it was pretty crowded there. there were a lot of food stands such as
ice cream, pasta, coffee, sushi (geez, i love the sushi), wine, and many more. and also there were a lot of chefs from many country. i met my classmate there, christian. some of my senior also visited that place nad i met them. we could see cooking demo, and we also got the food that the chef had made for free :) and the another best thing was, there were a lot of free foods and drinks for tester :D love it. lol

*cooking demo

*the food

*drink from the wall

*exc. chef and sous chef from kempinski hotel

*magnum stand

*me and christian. we could take some pictures if we bought 1 ice cream. and we could bring one of the pictures if we bought 2 ice creams.

acid wash jeans

2010-10-28T22:17:00.003+07:00

if you know about fashion, i bet that you know about this jeans.

yepp, acid wash jeans. it was 'in' few months ago. and i got the acid wash jeans fever. honestly i wanted to ask my mom to buy me this jeans, but i realized that i had a lots of jeans in my closet. soo i decided to make my own acid wash jeans

before

after

okay, i failed. it dont look like acid wash jeans. its more look like cow's skin.. but its okay. lets think in positive way. maybe i can make a new trend. haha

shopping

2010-10-26T21:14:00.002+07:00

as a girl, i do love shopping! who doesnt by the way? and as you know i live in bandung now, and you know that this city has so many outlets. fyi my mom also lived in bandung when she was in college and at least she knows some place which sells dresses, watches, etc. and okay, it makes me curious. i want to visit all of them.

few weeks ago i went to Gedebage with my friends. it was about 2 hours from my boarding house. the journey was make me pretty tired but its okay because i got 2 shirts, 1 tank top, and 1 jeans with only idk 60 :) . well, Gedebage is a traditional market. they sell sooo manyyy shirts, tshirts, jeans, bags, jackets, shoes, etc. and the place is sooo big. and hot also. i suggest you, if you want to visit gedebage, its better if you only wear tshirt and short and sandals. dont wear too much accesories.

and few days ago my friend asked me to go to Kings. i dont know exactly about that place. she said that Kings is a place like Pasar Senen in jakarta. but ive never visited pasar senen also --
she said that Kings sells watches, clothes, jacket, etc. and okay, i want to go to there. i want to buy watch, maxi dress, bags, and shoes! aaaaa. i want them. actually we had a plan to go to Kings today ( oct 26 ) but we had to cancel it because of something. i dont know yet, but i think we will go next week.... arrrghhh, cannot wait to buy those things lolol

sushi teioo

2010-10-23T10:40:00.004+07:00

ouchh, its been almost 1 month i didnt write something new in this blog. but its okay people, im back, i know you miss me :p

well this time i want to introduce you, especially for the sushi lovers, a place that sell sushi of course. not a restaurant, its just like a kiosk or something like that. SUSHI TEIO..

yepyep

honestly i didnt really like sushi, but after i ate at that place okay everything changed.. lol

im already eaten at there for 3 times i guess. and 3 of them, i always ate with my lovely bf. haha. but, he wasnt the first person who told me about this place. my friend, rika, was the first person who told me about the place which sell sushi with the low prices and we already made a plan to eat at there together.

like ive told you before, sushi teio is not a restaurant. they sell their food in the car and they also give us some tables and chairs around the car so we can eat there.

about the taste? okay, i like it so much. i dont know, but for me their sushi are different from the other sushi that i already eaten before. and for the price?? okay, its cheap. only about idk 13 - 30 i guess...

next time i will show you another photos. lol

but, unfortunately, (for now) they only have branches in bandung. so, if you want to know about the taste, you can come to bandungg :) and visit me of course

new start:)

2010-10-03T09:32:00.005+07:00

i had a wish before that someone would ask me to be his girl at sierra, bow down, and gave me a flower. and you know what? the someone almost did it :). yep, he asked to be his girl at sierra and gave me a red rose , but he didnt bow down. haha. its okay la. it was like a dream came true for me. so now, from october 1st 2010, im officially his girlfriend ♥

honestly, i have a wish, that my last boyfriend must be my husband. haha. okay, i know maybe it sounds kinda crazy. but i really mean it. i dont wanna waste my time just to collect the boys as my ex(s). and luckily he has the same thought about this. he also has a wish that his 7th girl has to be his wife. so i hope our same thought will lead us to the best way. hahaha

dont say you love me

2010-09-13T22:21:00.002+07:00

found this 90s song. geez, i miss m2m..

[Verse 1:]
Got introduced to you my friend
You were cute and all that, baby you set the trend
Yes you did oh
The next thing I know were down at the cinema
We're sitting there, you said you loved me
What's that about?

[Verse 2:]
You're moving too fast, I don't understand you
I'm not ready yet, baby I can't pretend
No I can't
The best I can do is tell you to talk to me
It's possible, eventual
Love will find a way
Love will find a way...

[Chorus:]
Don't say you love me
You don't even know me
If you really want me
Then give me some time
Don't go there baby
Not before I'm ready
Don't say your heart's in a hurry
It's not like we're gonna get married
Give me, give me some time

[Verse 3:]
Here's how I play, here's where you stand
Here's what to prove to get any further than where it's been
I'll make it clear, not gonna tell you twice
Take it slow, you keep pushing me
You're pushing me away
Pushing me away...

[Chorus]

[Bridge:]
oooo, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
na, na, na, na, na, na
oooo, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
na, na, na, na, na, na, na

Don't say you love me
You don't even know me baby...

Baby don't say love me, baby
Give me some time...

gapenting

2010-09-13T22:04:00.002+07:00

*postingan ditunjukkan untuk keke dan vina haha

congrats buat 2 teman saya, Eunike Harnadi dan Alvina Mulya Nanta yg mulai hari dan besok telah resmi menjadi anak kost. hahaha. saya telah sebulan mendahului kalian. hehe. kalo anda bertanya2 mengapa saya posting ttg hal ini adalah karena td pas buka facebook, keke nulis di statusnya kalo dy udah homesick, pdhl belom ada sehari di kost. haha. gua sendiri pas pertama x ngekost juga rasanya agak gmna gtu, sepi. tp ga bikin homesick.
well, sebenernya ngekost itu enak2 aja c. salah 1 enanknya adalah gua bebas mw pulang jam berapa aja, gda yg nelponin nyuru cepet pulang. haha. tp bukan berarti gua tiap malem keluyuran juga c, masi tw diri la, ga enak juga sma ibu kostnya.

gua akuin emang kadang bosen bgt di kost. dont have any idea about what we have to do. biasanya kalo bosen gua tidur. hehe. sleep is the best thing to make your day feels faster.
kalo ga internetan, ngeblog / baca2 blog orang, kalo masi bosen juga mending bca kaskus kalo ga main viwawa. sumpah, kalo udah buka 2 website itu berasa gamau beranjak dr depan laptop. kalo udah baca kaskus / main viwawa berasa autis langsung. tp gua gtw juga c viwawa masi aktif apa ga, uda lama bgt itu soalnya. haha.
kalo misal masi bosen juga mending main ke kostan orang, kalo tempat kost lu pada deket sama mall lebih bagus lg. cuci mataa.

haha, semoga postingan ga penting ini bisa menjadi panduan hidup kalian di kala rasa bosan di kostan mulai menyerang. pokoknya mw lu ga betah kaya apa juga, itu gabole mempengaruhi pelajaran kalian. pkokny lu orang berdua harus jadi dokter! awas lo kalo ga!

hometown

2010-09-11T21:55:00.005+07:00

well ive been spending my holiday here in my hometown. and on 14/15 ill be back to bandung. like ive told you before, i miss Mall(s) in Jakarta, so from sunday 4th sept until this day (saturday 11 sept) i have visited some mall(s)

the first mall was absolutely my beloved mall, Mall Kelapa Gading. hahaha.

really, i miss this place very very very much. on this holiday, ive visited this mall 2 times. first with my family and the second with my schoolmates. yep, we had a reunion there.

i miss them so much. we were in the same class when in 12 grade. honestly i felt kinda sad when i realized that we only had time less than 1 year to be together. i really enjoyed my time when i was in my last year of high school.

and then i visited fX.

i went to fX with vina, pais, and tata. actually my senior, harum, asked me and jona to go to fX with them (harum, benz, hans, awa, and bayu -harum's brother-), but jona was busy with his citizenship so i decided to go by myself. but pais, tata, and vina also wanted to go to fX with me so yeah, we went to Fx together with pais's car. we went to the cinema and watced a thriller movie "splinter". i almost always closed my eyes while the movie was showing. lucikly it didnt make me had a nightmare.. and after that we moved to Plaza Senayan to eat, and then we back home..

and on thursday me and my family went to Pondok Indah Mall. you know what, point break had a discount up to 70%. i didnt miss that chance haha. i got 2 tops :)

and on saturday, which is this day, i went to Mangga Dua Square, Mall Artha Gading, and Mall Of Indonesia.. haha. i went with my family. but i still have to visit the other mall(s) before i go back to bandung :(

*im too lazy to search the picture of those mall(s). haha*

sierra

2010-09-08T11:00:00.005+07:00

few weeks ago i went to Sierra with my friend. actually, Sierra is the name of a restaurant. and beside the restaurant, there is a parking field. from that place, we can see the view of bandung city.. i went to Sierra at night, so i saw the view of bandung with those beautiful sparkling light.. and also i could see the firecracker in the sky... waaaaa, really, it was very beautiful.. but i couldnt take any photos there, because of my poor camera phone :( luckily, we have GOOGLE.. i just searched it on google and i fount it :))

*the restaurant*

*the view from google. yeah similar with what i saw*

i come back!!!

2010-09-08T09:29:00.007+07:00

its been so long, that ive never opened this blog!! Gosh, i really really really miss blogging. but now im come back man! and you know what?? now IM HOME :) yeah, now im in my lovely room.
the things that i really miss the most are:
1. my room of course
2. watching MTV asia. (i knew nothing about new songs while im in bandung)
3. my moms cook. im sick of eating warteg there..
4. my family and friends of course laa
5. and also i miss Mall(s) in jakarta... esp. Mall Kelapa Gading. i almost went to that place every week. my favorite place to hangout. haha.

by the way, ive lived in bandung alone for about 1 month. and so far, i enjoy live there. i am happy live in a boarding house, because i can back home late and no one will ask me. haha. (dont think negative about that)

and about my class mates? well, they are good, friendly, and funny, and we will together until we have finished our study for 3 years. its gonna be fun i think.

and about my senior? weeellll, yeah, they are good also. and for me, they dont like senior, they just like my friends but in the different room. some of them are childish, some of them are serious person. haha.

honestly, i was kinda scary about my senior. because, i heard that the seniority in NHI were pretty high.. i just scared if one day the senior came to me and attacked me (okay i know its hyperbole), but they dont (so far). we can laugh together, we can eat together, we can hangout together, we can share together. its nice.. but they will change when we are in the kitchen!

come back

2010-08-25T17:04:00.002+07:00

wow, its been a very long time that i have never opened this blog... the reasons are :
1. i have an assignment from my teacher and so many many many assignments from my senior. grrr
2. this week is my practice week, so i have to remember all of the menus for 1 week and also the recipes. and also i have to write it on my notebook. goshh...
3. and the worst is my modem.. its broke. its useless now. T_____T

well, now (when im posting this blog) im in warnet (i dont know the english) with my friend, doing my homework.

by the way, you know what. i have a 21' television in my room now!! ahahhahaha. finally, i have an entertainment in my room... in my next posting i will show you my new TV! heheh.

oyaa, and also i want to show you off about my best outfit :) wait for my next posting yaaa..

hate

2010-08-14T11:12:00.003+07:00

you know what? maybe letting you copy every single thing that i do is my biggest mistake. and im sure, this is the last time i let you follow me. im not gonna be ms. nice anymore to you. im sick of hearing every single bullshit words from you.

basic cutting method

2010-08-13T22:11:00.003+07:00

seperti yg anda ketahui, disini saya mengambil program studi menejemen tataboga. y udah pasti berhubungan dengan masak memasak. apakah anda penasaran dgn pelajaran yg saya pelajari? here i give you one example of my lessons. '

"basic cutting method"

julienne 3cm x 1mm

brunoise 2mm x 2mm

macedoine 1cm x 1 cm

jardiniere 3cm x 1cm

paysanne 1mm x 1,5cm

losange diamond shape

chiffonade shreded

section

turning

french cut

yak, saya mempelajari jenis2 potongan2. dan saya harus menghafal jenis potongan2 ini. haduh

kosan sayaa

2010-08-11T14:21:00.002+07:00

are you curious about my new "home"???

ospek

2010-08-11T13:51:00.004+07:00

ospek has finished :) :) :) senang rasanyaaa.

jadi gue ikut ospek itu selama 5 hari. 2 hari di kampus, 3 hari di secapa (sekolah calon perwira). dan ospek itu bnerbner bikin saya mabok!

gue cerita yg di kampus dulu ya.

senen, saya di hukum. gara2 hairnet yg gue pake tu salah, tp untungnya di hukumnya ga yg aneh2. cuma di suru berdiri, duduk cium lutut, gtu2 aja c. trus qta juga di suru bwa bekel nasi kuning + lauk 5t. nah, kebetulan ibu kos gua bikinin itu makanan, wktu itu gua bawa nasi pake telor, tahu, tempe, timun, tomat. nah, pas disuru makan, qta tu di suruh ngabisin tu makanan. sedangkan gua gbsa makan kalo perut belom laper, jadi pas makan gua eneg bgt rasanya, dan hasilnya makanan gua ga abis.. yg ga abis disuru maju kedepan, terus di pasang2in, dan kita hrus makan mknan pasangan kita tp dy yg suapin. untungny psangan temen gua ini mkananny tinggal diki, dan yahh saya berhasil menghabiskannya.

terus hari selasa libur, buat nyiapin perlengkapan hari rabu. bekel? tetep di suru bawa. mknannya roti jepit telor. ga gtu susah. nah, di hari kedua ini, ada pemeriksaan gtu. yg cowo disuru buka baju, yg cewe cuma di suru gulung lengan kemeja sama celana. maksudnya supaya yg tatoan keliatan. akhirnya ada 7 org yg ketawan. 4 cowo, 3 cewe. tdinya mw dihukum gtu kan, tp gara2 ada yg ngebelain jd gajadi deh.

*penampilan pas ospek di kampus*

kamis, bekel? tetep.. x ini mknannya 4 sehat 5 sempurna. gampang c sbnernya, tp qta harus kumpul di kampus jam 4 subuh. kerjaan yg gampang jd susah. untungnya di sebrang kosan ada warteg yg buka 24 jam, jd qta beli disana. bukan qta juga c, yg beli tu si pais, jam 1 pagi. huahhh. terus dr kampus qta jalan rame2 ke secapa. ga gtu jauh c, tp kan krna bwa ransel buat 3 hr + jalan yg nanjak, pengen pingsan gua rasanya. pas sampe qta lngsung disuru latian PBB. untung nya pelatih gua salah satu TNI yg gaul. haha. baik, santai, enak deh.

trus qta disana dikasih makan 3x sehari. mkannya ga asik bgt. jadi nanti dy ngitung 1-10, kalo ud 10 mkananny hrus abis, kalo ga di hukum. sumpah, gua kesel bgt makan diburu2 gtu. gua gbsa makan klo belom pngen, jadi pas makan bawaanny pengen muntah. tp untungnya pas hai ke 2 sama ke 3 gua ud mulai terbiasa. jadi pas ngitungnya belom kelar, mkanan gua ud abis. hehe

3 hari latian pbb di secapa bikin muka, kuping, leher, tangan gua melepuh, parahnya, muka gua belang 3. behh, zebra kalah sama gua. sampe stres sendiri. malu rasanya kalo ktemu org kaya gini. haduh. kapan sembuhnyaa.

*oia, gara2 blog ini, gua juga kenalan sama temen baru pas di secapa. dy 1 pleton sama gua dan ternyta tanpa sengaja dy menemukan blog ini. haha. jadi dpet temen baru de :) gua mw ah rajin posting, x ini kan gua ketemu temen baru, x aja nanti2 gua menemukan pangeran berkuda putih gua gara2 blog ini. huehehehe makanya, mari qta budayakan ngeblog! haha

best i ever had

2010-08-10T13:40:00.003+07:00

so you sailed away, into a grey sky morning
now im here to stay, love can be so boring
nothings quite the same now, i just say your name now

but its not so bad, youre only the best i ever had
you dont want me back, youre just the best i ever had

so you stole my world, now im just a phony
rememmbering a girl, leaves me down and lonely
send it i a letter, make yourself feel better

but its not so bad, youre only the best i ever had
you dont need me back, youre just the best i ever had

it may take sometime to patch me up inside
i cant take it so i runaway and hide
and i may find in time that you were always right, youre always right

so you sailed away, into a grey sky morning
now im here to stay, love can be so boring
what was it you wanted? could it be im haunted?

but its not so bad, youre only the best i ever had
i dont want you back, youre just the best i ever had

well, this is one of my favorite songs. "best i ever had" by the vertical horizon. it was about a boy that really loved his girl. but the girl wanted to leave him, and he just let her go, but she still be the best his ever had :) sweet*

santi and jojo

2010-07-30T23:24:00.004+07:00

okeee, setelah video luna-ariel-cut tari jd hot dmna2, skrang gliran 2 cewe bandung yg jd topik di setiap infotaimen. sinta and jojo (klo ga slh). mreka jd terkenal gara2 lipsync lagu Keong Racun gtu , kalo pd tw Moymoypalaboy, ya sinta and jojo mlakukan hal yg sama kaya moymoypalaboy.

gua bingung, katanya si gtu kreatif. ckck. trus gara2 itu, skrng tu org berdua jd terkenal de. ya udah, usul gua buat org yg pngen cepet terkenal, nyanyi lipsync aja tu kaya sinta and jojo, masukin youtube, tunggu de. ga pake buang bnyak duit lgi...

buat yg blom liat, buka youtube aj, cari dee

last day

2010-07-30T23:19:00.002+07:00

well, tonight is my last night sleep in my beloved room. tomorrow im going to move to bandung, because my ospek ( i dont know the english) will be started on monday, august 2. grrrrrrr

really, im gonna miss everything in my room :( my bed, my ac, my desks, my mirror, evrything..

oya, i bet you are curious about my boarding house in bandung. soo, in my next post, i will show you. you know, my room there is in pink color. wuoow. which is good, because im sick of blue, i wanna try new color. nice..

demi glace

2010-07-28T23:53:00.004+07:00

my first homework.. find out the meaning of DEMI-GLACE. and i found it in wikipedia

Demi-glace is a rich brown sauce in French cuisine used by itself or as a base for other sauces. The term comes from the French word glace, which used in reference to a sauce means icing or glaze. It is traditionally made by combining equal parts of veal stock and sauce espagnole, the latter being one of the five mother sauces of classical French cuisine, and the mixture is then simmered and reduced by half. Common variants of demi-glace use a 1:1 mixture of beef or chicken stock to sauce espagnole; these are referred to as "beef demi-glace" (demi-glace au boeuf) or "chicken demi-glace" (demi-glace au poulet). The term "demi-glace" by itself implies that it is made with the traditional veal stock.

The basic recipe for demi-glace is provided by the French chef Auguste Escoffier, who is often considered to have established the method of French cooking as well as codified many of the standard French recipes. Although many recipes for demi-glace give the preparation for the espagnole first, and then the recipe for the brown stock, preparation should actually proceed in the reverse. A basic brown stock should be prepared and when completed, left on the heat to remain very warm. At this point the espagnole is prepared, and when it is finished the brown stock is added in equal portions to the espagnole. Demi-glace keeps very well, about six months refrigerated or almost indefinitely frozen.

Due to the considerable effort involved in making the traditional demi-glace, it is common for chefs to substitute a simple jus lié of veal stock or to create a simulated version, which Julia Child referred to as a "semi-demi-glace". However, even today, many chefs who prepare French haute cuisine use a demi-glace prepared in their own kitchen. Concentrates and mixes, mostly available to professional kitchens, are another way of avoiding the labor inherent in preparing the sauce. These vary in quality.

yeah, i know its too long

ospek

2010-07-28T23:40:00.002+07:00

the most thing that i HATE very very much is OSPEK... males bgt sumpah. apa si gunanya ?? disruh pake ini, bw ini, bw itu. BUAT APAA???? grrr. nah, berhubung gua mahasiswi baru (ciee), jd mw gamau gua hrs ikut OSPEK.. grr. kata max (kakak kelas di yakob + senior gua di NHI) klo ga ikut ospek, ntar qta ga dapet izin buat training gtu. grrr.. males mama.........

nah jadi pas ospek nanti tgl 2 agstus gua hrus bawa :
* bedak mbk, pengganti deodoran
* bw bekel nasi kuning + lauk 5t di mealbox merk STPB
* botol minum merk STPB, isi 660 ml
* buku tulis yg di sampul koran STPB POST dgn headline ttg pariwisata
* lipstick merah cabe
* dll.

yg wrna merah itu menandakan brg yg amat susah di cari. grrr

gua di ospek selama 5 hari. dr pagi sampe sore (malah kata max dr subuh smpe sore)..
grrr

oyaa, seniornya rada jutek.

jd gini, senen tgl 26 kmrn gua ke bdung buat registrasi ulang. abis registrasi gua di suru masuk ke 1 ruangan buat di jelasin ttg ospeknya. nah, wktu itu gua ke sana pke sendal Gosh gua. dan ternyta, gua ga boleh masuk ke ruangan itu. katanya gua bru boleh msk klo ud pke sepatu. SWT SWT SWT. jd ya gua ke ciwalk dulu de buat beli spatu. grrrrr bebanbeban grrr

finally......

2010-07-24T16:02:00.004+07:00

nomor urut 0565 di terima di bagian menejemen tatabogaa.

huaahhhh, gua seneng bgt sumpah dengernya. well, one of my biggest wishes has happened. hihi. seneng bgt sumpah. now, officially im a part of National Hotel Institute... bangga bgt.
kayaknya gua mulai pindah hari jumat ini, soalny tgl 2 ud mulai ad pengarahan2 gtu. gua janji, pas gua ud pindah, gua bakal sering posting, supaya temen2 gua tau kalo gua masi hidup di bndung. hahaha. gua pengen bgt pamer seragam baru + kamar baru. hihi. tunggu postingan gua selanjutnya yaaa

pengumumannya baru ada td pagi, jam brp mulainya gtw c, soalny td gua bru bngun jam 10 kurang, terus lgsung cepet2 buka laptop. katanyaaaa, jam 12 kmrn malem ud bs diliat pengumumanny, tp gua tgguin xmpe jam stgh 1 ga ada. trus jam stgh 7 gua bangun lg buat ngecek, blom ada juga. trus gua tidur lagi deh sampe jam 10an. pas gua ngecek nomor, rasanya deg2an stngh mampus. tkut no gua gda. but, God answered my pray... Thank youu God :) *smoooch*

and then for my next plan.. krna perhotelan biasanya cuma xmpe d3, td gua sempet mikir mw ambil s1 di swis. knpa gua pilih swis? soalny sekolah perhotelan pariwisata yg plg bgus di dunia ada di swiss. hehe sedangkan NHI peringkat 19 (klo ga slh) terbaik dr sekitar 400 sekolah perhotelan yg ada di dunia -plokplokplok-

nah, skrg gua jd bimbang, "ambil s1 ga ya??" soalnya , katanya d3 aja itu nyari kerja ud gmpang (khusus perhotelan). malah kalo qta emang bgus, walopun qta belom lulus, qta bs aja di booking sama hotel2.. jd gua mikir, klo d3 bs gtu, kaenya gua ga usah ambil s1 deh. tp y gtw juga yaaa. mesi bingung. hehe.

alicia keys's song

2010-07-20T21:15:00.002+07:00

actually i dont like alicia keys. but this afternoon i heard one of her song in radio. i didnt know what the title is. but i like the lyrics.

" hug me like you hug me for the last time
kiss me like youll never see me again"

gtw c bener apa salah. kurang lbih gtu. gua suka bgt kata2nya

my coure

2010-07-20T20:58:00.002+07:00

well, the day after tomorrow (thursday) i'll be having a test in my english course (wish me luck). my english course name is Lessons For Life. kalo langganan koran kompas bisa liat iklanny di bagian Klasika hr senen. pokoknya kata2 di iklannya "3 stgh minggu pasti pd berbahasa inggris" wkwwk.

oya, i go to my course by train. and you know what, last thursday i met a cute boy.. haha. really. he was the cutest boy ive ever seen in the train station. i thought he was in the same age with me. and he also used the same train with me. and he sat near from my place. but i had to finished my trip in Gondangdia station. haaah. i wish i can meet him again....

bieber fever!

2010-07-16T20:55:00.003+07:00

arghh. bieber's everywhere!!!!!! when i watch mtv, bieber's there. when i go to mall, bieber's also in there. sampe2 gua pergi ke tukang dvd bajakan, abang2nya muter lagu bieber. o god. lama2 nanti para pengamen yg ada di angkot juga nyanyi "baby baby baby ooo.."

i dont like him, really. im not the haters, i just dont like him.
honestly, i was one of biebers fan, but it when he hardly ever showed on tv. but, after he sang "baby", i started feel sick of him. plus, my sister is one of his biggest fans. if you come to my house, you should see her room. full of biebers posters! arghh. it really made me SICK! you know, bieber follows my sisters twitter, and she was so so so so so so so happy about it! argh. she talks bout biebers everytime. geez.

oyaaa. i read cosmogirl magazine this month. and you know what, daniel radcliffe didnt know about who justin biber is. he often heard Baby, but he thought that the singer was a GIRL! lololololololol. i love you daniel radcliffe.

*for biebers lovers, im sorry if you angry abut this. i just want to share about my feeling. PEACE YOO

this feeling

2010-07-14T23:29:00.003+07:00

im just wondering. have you ever felt tired of doing something that you know that you will never get that thing? like. maybe if you love someone. you very love him/her. but he/she never loves you or the worst maybe he/she doesnt know that you do exist..
if you are in that situation, will you still trying? or will you stop?

i just have no idea what im gonna do

my new fave books

2010-07-14T00:13:00.006+07:00

i have new favorite books. THE DIARY OF A WIMPY KID (TDOAWK) series. its a novel, but also it has a cartoon.

if you've read Raditya Dika's books, well its kinda similar like these books. its like a diary, but TDOAWK weren't real.

*one of my favorite story*

i already bought all of those books execpt this one, because more than a half of the pages are empty, it means that we have to write it by our own story

and they also made TDOAWK the movie. but i dont know why the movie doesnt show yet in indonesia. im curious about the movie. especially about the cast of Rodrick :p

*devon bostick*

oya, you can also get the Indonesian version..

im 18 :)

2010-07-11T22:37:00.008+07:00

hey, today is my birthday! haha. IM 18 NOW. ooh, how old i am.

so, today we (my parents, my sister and me) went to some places. city walk, grand indonesia, thamrin city, itc cemas, and our beloved mall "Mall Kelapa Gading"..

i wanted to wear my new contact lenses, but i couldnt use the one of it. actually, its brown, and it can make our eyes bigger

*see the different*

and today i wore this outfit

and i think that army style will in again. because when i went to Mango, i saw that the manequins (i dont know the right spell) used army outfit too.

we ate at this place. the price is so so so so so wow for me.

*my menu*

*couldnt eat all of them. i was very full*

after from GI, we went to Thamrin City. it looks like a big mall from the outside, but its similar or maybe its the same with ITC in the inside. my sister got this sandal (like the pink one, but my sisters is black) with only idr 30.000. nice.

honestly i felt kinda envy, because i really really want that sandals, but the price is too expensive that day. but my sister got it with the very cheap price. good.

after that we went to itc cemas. my sister had lost her glasses in bandung, and because tomorrow she is going to back to school, she needs the new one.

at cemas, i bought a bag and a dress. but i forgot to take the picture, but i will show those things in my next post.

im back!!

2010-07-10T22:37:00.005+07:00

wowowowowow. it's been so long time that i've never opened this blog.. im sorry. ~~maybe~~ obviously im the worst blogger in this planet.. but i promise, i wont be like this anymore. and now i wanna share many things that have happened in my life few days ago.

as i told you before, i really wanted to be NHI's student.

so, on 4 july i went to bandung with my dad to see my class for the test tomorrow. the tests were 2 kind of test. writing test (psychotest and english) and interview (in english, and indonesian for the basic knowledge). oya, i was having the test for 4 days.

first day
actually i didnt feel worry about the test. because the first day was only writing test (psychotest and english). well, if you dont know what the psychotest is, let me explain. we dont have to study to face this test, because its only like the basic. like 9+3 ; 135-76 ; and then about the shape of something. im sure that your 5 -year - old brother or sister can do it. but, the problem was maybe the time. because we had to do 60 numbers only in 10 minutes. and then the english test.. i was pretty sure that i could do it better than i did my english test in school before. the test was about grammar and reading, 100 numbers. i thought i did good at the grammar,, but for he reading,, i wasnt sure. THE VOCABS WERE TOO HARD for me T___T luckily, they didnt make too much reading section.

well, i also want to tell you about my embrassing thing. because there were too much people, so we were divided in 2 group. i was the first group. the first group was having the psychotest at 8.00 until 10.00 and english test at 13.00 until 15.00. after i finished my first test, i didnt know what i should do. my father were in the hotel, and it was impossible if i went to the hotel back, because it was too far and also i didnt know the route. actually i was with pais, but his parents came to nhi for having the lunch and its impossible too if i joined his family, so i decided to eat alone in an restaurant beside nhi. when i came, there were 4 handsome guys in that resto. and i thought that they were also people who had the test at nhi. really, they were cool :p 1 hour later my dad came and asked to get back to nhi. and you know what, when i passed them, i was tripped and then fell down. wow. i didnt hear anything but i was sure that they laughed out loud when i went. geez. because of that, suddenly i hoped that they weren't at nhi.

oyaa, after the english test over i went to DAKKEN CAFE with my dad because he wanted to meet his friend. in my opinion DAKKEN CAFE was so comfortable and it has a good design of the interior. my father said that it was a house, but the owner had a good imagination to make a cafe. and then voilaa, he made DAKKEN CAFE.

*my caramel latte*

second day
there was no test in that day. we only gave some explanation about all of the major at nhi in the dome. and then i saw one of the boy who were in the resto yesterday. ohmygod. luckily he didnt see me, i thouhgt.

*the dome* yeah, its too little i know

third day
the interview test. huaahhh. i felt nervous that day. i wondered what kind of questions that they would ask to me. there were two interviewer, about the english and basic knowledge about tourism in indonesian language. the first interviewer (in english) he asked me about made the rice. wow. he only gave me that question. did you know, he asked about family, our vision, our mission and something important to my other friends, but he only aksed me "how to make rice". good. and for the basic knowledge of tourism, he asked me a lot of questions, like bigben, sphinx, etc. he asked me about SWITZERLAND VAN JAVA. what the heck is that? i never hear about that. and hefor the last question "what is the cartoon from japan who has magic pocket in its body?" and i said "DORAEMON.."

fourth day
just the healty test. nothing important actually.

pray for me yaa. 24 july is the announcement. wish me luck!! thankyou

long time no see

2010-05-11T17:13:00.004+07:00

i found this story about 1 year ago from kaskus (user name and id : Ngulix96 1292357,, thank you). it really touched my heart. when i read it for the first time, i cried.. so, i saved this story. and now i publish it in my blog. enjoy :D

Biasanya, bagi seorang anak perempuan yang sudah dewasa, yang sedang bekerja diperantauan, yang ikut suaminya merantau di luar kota atau luar negeri, yang sedang bersekolah atau kuliah jauh dari kedua orang tuanya.. akan sering merasa kangen sekali dengan Mamanya.

Lalu bagaimana dengan Papa?

Mungkin karena Mama lebih sering menelepon untuk menanyakan keadaanmu setiap hari, tapi tahukah kamu, jika ternyata Papa-lah yang mengingatkan Mama untuk menelponmu?

Mungkin dulu sewaktu kamu kecil, Mama-lah yang lebih sering mengajakmu bercerita atau berdongeng, tapi tahukah kamu, bahwa sepulang Papa bekerja dan dengan wajah lelah Papa selalu menanyakan pada Mama tentang kabarmu dan apa yang kau lakukan seharian?

Pada saat dirimu masih seorang anak perempuan kecil.. Papa biasanya mengajari putri kecilnya naik sepeda. Dan setelah Papa mengganggapmu bisa, Papa akan melepaskan roda bantu di sepedamu...
Kemudian Mama bilang : "Jangan dulu Papa, jangan dilepas dulu roda bantunya"
Mama takut putri manisnya terjatuh lalu terluka....
Tapi sadarkah kamu?
Bahwa Papa dengan yakin akan membiarkanmu, menatapmu, dan menjagamu mengayuh sepeda dengan seksama karena dia tahu putri kecilnya PASTI BISA.

Pada saat kamu menangis merengek meminta boneka atau mainan yang baru, Mama menatapmu iba. Tetapi Papa akan mengatakan dengan tegas : "Boleh, kita beli nanti, tapi tidak sekarang"
Tahukah kamu, Papa melakukan itu karena Papa tidak ingin kamu menjadi anak yang manja dengan semua tuntutan yang selalu dapat dipenuhi?

Saat kamu sakit pilek, Papa yang terlalu khawatir sampai kadang sedikit membentak dengan berkata : "Sudah di bilang! kamu jangan minum air dingin!".
Berbeda dengan Mama yang memperhatikan dan menasihatimu dengan lembut. Ketahuilah, saat itu Papa benar-benar mengkhawatirkan keadaanmu.

Ketika kamu sudah beranjak remaja.... Kamu mulai menuntut pada Papa untuk dapat izin keluar malam, dan Papa bersikap tegas dan mengatakan: "Tidak Boleh!".
Tahukah kamu, bahwa Papa melakukan itu untuk menjagamu? Karena bagi Papa, kamu adalah sesuatu yang sangat - sangat luar biasa berharga..

Setelah itu kamu marah pada Papa, dan masuk ke kamar sambil membanting pintu... Dan yang datang mengetok pintu dan membujukmu agar tidak marah adalah Mama....
Tahukah kamu, bahwa saat itu Papa memejamkan matanya dan menahan gejolak dalam batinnya, bahwa Papa sangat ingin mengikuti keinginanmu, tapi lagi-lagi dia HARUS menjagamu?

Ketika saat seorang cowok mulai sering menelponmu, atau bahkan datang ke rumah untuk menemuimu, Papa akan memasang wajah paling cool sedunia.... :')

Papa sesekali menguping atau mengintip saat kamu sedang ngobrol berdua di ruang tamu..
Sadarkah kamu, kalau hati Papa merasa cemburu?

Saat kamu mulai lebih dipercaya, dan Papa melonggarkan sedikit peraturan untuk keluar rumah untukmu, kamu akan memaksa untuk melanggar jam malamnya.

Maka yang dilakukan Papa adalah duduk di ruang tamu, dan menunggumu pulang dengan hati yang sangat khawatir...dan setelah perasaan khawatir itu berlarut- larut... ketika melihat putri kecilnya pulang larut malam hati Papa akan mengeras dan Papa memarahimu.. .
Sadarkah kamu, bahwa ini karena hal yang di sangat ditakuti Papa akan segera datang? "Bahwa putri kecilnya akan segera pergi meninggalkan Papa"

Setelah lulus SMA, Papa akan sedikit memaksamu untuk menjadi seorang Dokter atau Insinyur.
Ketahuilah, bahwa seluruh paksaan yang dilakukan Papa itu semata - mata hanya karena memikirkan masa depanmu nanti...
Tapi toh Papa tetap tersenyum dan mendukungmu saat pilihanmu tidak sesuai dengan keinginan Papa

Ketika kamu menjadi gadis dewasa.... dan kamu harus pergi kuliah dikota lain... Papa harus melepasmu di bandara.
Tahukah kamu bahwa badan Papa terasa kaku untuk memelukmu?
Papa hanya tersenyum sambil memberi nasehat ini - itu, dan menyuruhmu untuk berhati-hati. .
Padahal Papa ingin sekali menangis seperti Mama dan memelukmu erat-erat.
Yang Papa lakukan hanya menghapus sedikit air mata di sudut matanya, dan menepuk pundakmu berkata "Jaga dirimu baik-baik ya sayang".

Papa melakukan itu semua agar kamu KUAT...kuat untuk pergi dan menjadi dewasa.

Disaat kamu butuh uang untuk membiayai uang semester dan kehidupanmu, orang pertama yang mengerutkan kening adalah Papa.
Papa pasti berusaha keras mencari jalan agar anaknya bisa merasa sama dengan teman-temannya yang lain.

Ketika permintaanmu bukan lagi sekedar meminta boneka baru, dan Papa tahu ia tidak bisa memberikan yang kamu inginkan...
Kata-kata yang keluar dari mulut Papa adalah : "Tidak.... Tidak bisa!"
Padahal dalam batin Papa, Ia sangat ingin mengatakan "Iya sayang, nanti Papa belikan untukmu".
Tahukah kamu bahwa pada saat itu Papa merasa gagal membuat anaknya tersenyum?

Saatnya kamu diwisuda sebagai seorang sarjana.
Papa adalah orang pertama yang berdiri dan memberi tepuk tangan untukmu.
Papa akan tersenyum dengan bangga dan puas melihat "putri kecilnya yang tidak manja berhasil tumbuh dewasa, dan telah menjadi seseorang"

Sampai saat seorang teman Lelakimu datang ke rumah dan meminta izin pada Papa untuk mengambilmu darinya.
Papa akan sangat berhati-hati memberikan izin..
Karena Papa tahu.....
Bahwa lelaki itulah yang akan menggantikan posisinya nanti.

Dan akhirnya.... Saat Papa melihatmu duduk di Panggung Pelaminan
bersama seseorang Lelaki yang di anggapnya pantas menggantikannya, Papa
pun tersenyum bahagia....

Apakah kamu mengetahui, di hari yang bahagia itu Papa pergi kebelakang panggung sebentar, dan menangis?

Papa menangis karena papa sangat berbahagia, kemudian Papa berdoa.... Dalam lirih doanya kepada Tuhan, Papa berkata: "Ya Tuhan tugasku telah selesai dengan baik.... Putri kecilku yang lucu dan kucintai telah menjadi wanita yang cantik.... Bahagiakanlah ia bersama suaminya..."

Setelah itu Papa hanya bisa menunggu kedatanganmu bersama cucu-cucunya yang sesekali datang untuk menjenguk...

Dengan rambut yang telah dan semakin memutih.... Dan badan serta lengan yang tak lagi kuat untuk menjagamu dari bahaya....

Papa telah menyelesaikan tugasnya....

Papa, Ayah, Bapak, atau Abah kita... Adalah sosok yang harus selalu terlihat kuat... Bahkan ketika dia tidak kuat untuk tidak menangis...

Dia harus terlihat tegas bahkan saat dia ingin memanjakanmu. .

Dan dia adalah yang orang pertama yang selalu yakin bahwa "KAMU BISA" dalam segala hal..

Aku mendapatkan notes ini dari seorang teman, dan mungkin ada baiknya jika aku kembali membagikannya kepada teman-teman ku yang lain, kepada teman-teman wanita ku yang cantik, yang kini sudah berubah menjadi wanita dewasa serta ANGGUN, dan juga untuk teman-teman pria ku yang sudah ataupun akan menjadi ayah yang HEBAT !

the graduation

2010-04-26T14:17:00.005+07:00

huaahhh, saya luluss!! hahaha.. goodbye yakobus. i'll be missing you, especially XII S 2. orang macem farrel, rianto, stefan, jiti, eka, albert, uscii. hehe. gua akan selalu mengenang saat mereka berlari larian di kelas dengan gembira, teriakan dasyat uscii sewaktu di goda para lelaki, tendangan tendangan uscii, dll.

yah, hal hal macem inilah yg menemani gua selama brada di kelas 3. haha. walopun kadang bikin annoying, tp org macem itulah yg bs menghibur dikala stres mw menghadapi ujian. hehehe.

kalo entar mereka kulaih gmna yaa? hha. apalagi rianto, uscii, albert bakal 1 kampus di ibii, mungkinkah mereka berlari larian sperti saat sma?

what a boring day..

2010-04-19T21:32:00.002+07:00

blom juga ad seminggu gua dirumah, gua udah dilanda rasa bosan yg amat sangat.. oh shit man, gimana gua harus ngabisin sisa 4 bulan lagi. jamuran nih. nonton mtv, lagunya gitugitu aja ; nonton hbo, ga smua film nya bagus (mnurut gua), nonton tv, lebih lebih gda yg bagus. isinya sinetron smua, kalo ga band - band **ay.. haduhh..

actually, i do have plans for this holiday.
1. take english course
2. get part time job
3. do some exercises with friends

tapii, sampai detik ini blom ada satupun yg kesampean.. tp ini baru awal liburan kog, masi ada sisa waktu panjaaanngg.

beneran deh, saking capek nya gua diem didepan tv, hari ini kepala gua puyeng gtu, sampe detik ini malah. ckck. kalo gini mah, kayaknya enakan sekolah. ngeliatin farrel, rianto, eka, albert, uschii, am si stefan. haha. anak anak konyol itu.. --i miss them suddenly--

welcome holidayss..

2010-04-18T14:32:00.009+07:00

hello people :) long time no see. well, i was busy with my exam, but it has done baby! say goodbye to chinesse language and its friends.. huahahahahaha. i will not miss ya. so, now im waiting for 26 april, my graduation announcement. my heart is beating so fast now. well, im afraid about that. how if im failed? arghh. God, please help me. give me my faith back...

and now, i have a long long long time holiday. 4 months. geez.. oya, for this holiday, i need a part time job. if you have information about that, or maybe if you need people for helping you in your store, resto, or anything, you can call me :)

--i need money--

and one thing. do you know SUPERNOVA? a boyband from, i dont know, maybe japan or korea. i love their song, Last Kiss. and also i love one of their personel, SUNGJE. oh my god, he is soo cute. kyaa. the cutest boy i've ever seen. haha. here, i give you some of his photos and Last kiss video. enjoy! haha

hachiko..and bali :)

2010-03-30T21:29:00.007+07:00

hey people, guess what, finally i watched HACHIKO!!. haha

it's a true dog story in Japan. i cried when i was watching this movie at cinema. but i thought, almost of people at the cinema cried too. haha. it's sooo touching me.

well, the story was about a dog which is waiting for its owner (the owner already dead) for almost 10 years at the train station until the dog died too. the dog was very loyal to its owner.

the point is : you have to see this movie! i give 9 for hachiko :)

and then, change to other topic.. i'll go to bali with my friend on 3-7 may :))) --cant wait--

i'll go with stella, brenda, ryan, cumi, bryan, peto, marco by sriwijaya air ( buy 1 get 1 if you buy it with mandiri card :p ) and you know what, pais and 7 other friends also go to bali on the same day with us, and we will come back to jakarta with the same airplane too. it means 16 students of St. James high school are in the same plane. wohoo. i think, we will make some noises there. haha. it will be my first time in bali :) ( fyi, i never go outside from Java Island. poor me..)

we will stay in Puri Dibia hotel :).

i was curious about the hotel, so i tried to find the hotel's picture on google. and i found these :::

is it cool huh? --actually i dont know these photos are true or not. --

movies

2010-03-26T23:28:00.002+07:00

hey, i just changed my blog skin. how does it look? beautiful (like me) right? haha

okay, emm, two days ago i watched percy jackson and blablabla and then shutter island.
i know, those two films were not new anymore, gua aja yang telat nontonnya. bzz
so now, lets we talk bout it.

1. percy jackson and blablabla (i forgot the title)
i gave 7.5 for this movie. haha. in my opinion, filmnya ga se 'wah' trailer nya. kalo gua liat trailernya sekilas, kayaknya tu keren banget, but the fact is y gtu deh. haha. tp ini menurut gua loo ya. and then Logan Lerman was look like Zac Efron in that movie. different with what i saw in youtube. they are look like brothers. ckck.

2. shutter island
bah, i still confuse bout the story of this film. in the beginning i could get it, but in the last minute, i confused. mungkin gara gara gua nonton pake subtitle bhsa inggris x ya. jadi kurang nangkep. tp ya gtw juga c, soalnya Cathy yg udah nonton film itu duluan juga bingung sama akhirnya. berarti bukan salah gua donk ya kalo gua ga ngerti. hehe

*oya, i dont watched Alice in Wonderland yet. arghhh

this friday

2010-03-26T22:22:00.000+07:00

heyy, finally i've finished the examination. goodbye math, goodbye economy, goodbye geographic. i will not miss you guys! wohoo.
but i still have other test. so all of you still have to bring my name into your pray!

i just have to spend less than a month to finish my shs year. and then i will be free for +- 4 months. haha.
but this april (maybe) i will join an english course to speed up my english. for now i just need the conversation class.
soo, if you have information about english course, you can call me. haha.

national examination!

2010-03-23T12:45:00.000+07:00

well, yesterday i've done my first day. and then today i've done my second day. and then tommorow i'll be fighting for math! and then geographic, and then economic and then THE NATIONAL EXAMINATION will be over! haha.
but i still have ujian praktek and ujian sekolah! argh, i really really want to finish it immediately. and then i'll be going to BALI! after that, i will come to my SENIOR HIGH SCHOOL PROM NIGHT! hahahahahahahah. can't wait!

*for my blog's reader : please bring my name ( and all of XII students in indonesia ), so we can pass the test with a good result :)

another test :(

2010-03-15T22:13:00.000+07:00

kalo anda perhatikan, jarang bgt seorang wanita menjadi seorang chef. tw ga knpa? soalnya katany blajar jd chef itu berat!!!
anaknya temen bokap gua, kuliah di ausi. dy kuliah xmbil kursus masak, dan katanya bru stngh taun / stngh bulan (gua lupa) dy kluar gara gara ga kuat. padahal dy cowo loh. asatajim..
seberat itukah??
bokap gua xmpe menyarankan gua (lagi) buat ambil pastry. oh gosh, i dont want to take pastry as my major...
tp y bokap gua tetep blg, klo emang gua ud mantep am kitchen,y its okay.

no matter what, i'll always keep my faith :)
*wohooo

and one more, UN didepan mataaa. huaaahhh. less than 1 week!! geez.
dan gua masi santai santai aja. haha. kaenya virus malas gua ud menyebar ke semua bagian tubuh.
tp gua yakin lah gua pasti bisa, and qta semua yg akan menghadapi un bkal lulus dng nilai yg bgus! amiinn.

wont lose my faith :)

2010-03-07T20:14:00.000+07:00

hari sabtu kemaren gua rada bete sama nyokap. soalnya bukanny ngedukung anaknya buat ambil kitchen, tp ini malah bikin gua down bgt. jd gini, suami temennya nyokap gua itu alumni NHI, bagian kitchen and sekarang dy kerja di cruise ship. nah, nyokap gua cerita kan ke temennya ini kalo gua mw masuk NHI ambil kitchen juga, trus temen nyokap gua ini bilang belajar kitchen itu susah, berat gtu de. trus dy blg, kalo cewek mah mending ambil pastry atw klo ga ambil di bagian office gtu. nah, masalahnya gua sma sekali bner bner amat sangat ga tertarik sama pastry atw yg berhubungan kerja di office gtu. nah harusnya kan nyokap ngasi dukungan ya buat anaknya, tp ini ga! nyokap malah ngedukung temennya itu. bzzz. kesel gua. bokap gua c blg, kalo gua bner bner serius mw ambil kitchen y ga akan ada susah kog. krna pasti kalo gua suka, gua bakal enjoy ngejalaninnya walopun berat.

trus pas malemnya gua ke gereja, kaenya emang udah rencana Tuhan, tema kotbahnya itu ttg mencapai cita cita gtu de. waaahhhh. pas bgt. pkoknya pas lg kotbah itu, gua jd bner bner yakinkalo gua bakal tetep bs mencapai impian gua --with God of course :)--.
pkoknya pas abis kotbah gtu, i felt like i got enlightenment.. wooww. pkoknya hati gua jd gembira lagi. haha

y intinya, qta mesti bner bner yakin xma cita cita qta. buat mencapai tujuan tu emang ga mudah, pasti ada aj halangannya. but we have to survive :) jgan tergoda ama hal lain. haha.
trus yg paling penting ya doa lah ya. haha

**** you know what? i got the highest score in indonesian language! david gunawan had been beaten by me!! (fyi, david gunawan is the smartest student at st. james) wohooo.....

2010-03-02T12:46:00.000+07:00

Turut berduka cita buat Rio hartanto, Erfin januar, Nikita putri.

rest in peace ya.

although i dont know anything about them, but i feel so sad when i heard about the accident :(

God Bless You all..

mall serpong and wolfman

2010-02-26T22:20:00.000+07:00

heyy. last thursday me with ryan and brenda went to Mall Summarecon at serpong. it was about one hour from gading.
when we arrived at there, the security didn't give us permission to enter that mall, it because brenda and i were wearing uniform!. grrr. we didn't know what we supposed to do. it imposible if we were back to gading to change our uniform. but, thanks God, there was an factory outlet near from that mall, so we went to there and bought clothes. argh. and because of that, i lost my 70.000. grrr

after bought that clothes we back to mall. that mall is really really look like mall kelapa gading (esp, mall 3). after walked for a while, we went to the cinema.
we watched The Wolfman. it was such a shocking movie! well, i give 8 for this movie. haha.
well, wolfman is about the history of wolfman of course. emm, for me this movie kinda sadist, because we were showed when the wolfman bite the people, scratch the people's face and body, and other. i closed my eyes while that sadist moment happened. haha

and after that we were back home. haha.

lovee

2010-02-19T23:36:00.000+07:00

''he loves me..he loves me not..he loves me..he loves me not..he loves me..he loves me not..he loves me..he loves me not.." --while yanking out sunflower sheath *sighs*--

i just want to stop think bout it.. arghh

indiana jones

2010-02-19T22:31:00.000+07:00

well, i just watched indiana jones and the kingdom of crystal skull. i know its not a new movie, but today was my first time to see this film. i give 7.5 to this movie. haha.

and you know what? i've seen this guy before, but why now i know that this guy is hot? --is my english right? but i hope you know what i mean-- oh my God. he is so sexy! haha. and handsome. and cool. and wow!

SHIA LaBEOUF... smooochhh....

i guess all of you already known about this movie. its about an archaeologist named Indiana Jones of course. by the way, being an archaeologist was my dream --besides being an astronout--

i thought it would be great if i were an archaeologist.. i could go to many country in this world and saw many wonderfull historical things. but, it was a dream. im sure my parents would not give me permission to be archaeologist. hahaha.

finally, i just want to say that it is a good movie. if you don't see this movie yet, maybe you can buy the dvd. hehe

be carefull with your pet! esp: dog!!

2010-02-19T22:20:00.000+07:00

my friend just showed me some tragic pictures this afternoon at school. it was about a dog's attack. and its victim was a little girl.

the suspect

the victim before tragedy

after tragedy..

arghh

2010-02-10T20:02:00.000+07:00

i want to scream out loud!!!

i dont have any idea. i have to make a song for my music test + play it with guitar or keyboard! and i cant play both of them! i would be fine if she wanted us to write the lyric and sing it, but please, i cant play guitar or keyboard...
oh my God....

and next week we have to sing our song.. GRRR.

what should i do????

reunion

2010-01-20T17:24:00.000+07:00

helloww peoplee...

at january 16, i just met my old friends. REUNION with my elementary's friends :)
it took place at our favorite mall... MALL KELAPA GADING.. at platinum to be exact. it was only 9 person who came in that reunion. the other people were too busy. bzzz

i was a lil bit dissapointed because people who i really really wanted to see didn't come. if you ask why i really really wanted to meet him??? it because he was kinda freak when we were in elementary.. haha. im serious. and we called him 'ocir'. hehe. his name is rico, tapi kalo rico dibalik, di baca jadi ocir kan?! that is the reason why we called him like that. :p

well, ocir was a good boy. cuma emank wktu itu anak anak pada iseng xma dy soalnya dy itu anak baru. malvin ( warga negara ausi yang amat sangat mendambakan reuni + merencanakan reuni ) adalah sang provokator di kelas. pkoknya malvin itu sering bgt bikin ocir nangis. wkwk. trus c ocir kalo ud nangis pasti dy triak triak gini "gua bunuh lo!! gua bilangin bapak gua lo!! huhuhuhuhu" hahahahaha. unforgetable word..

okay, back to the reunion and forget about ocir. we started at 3 pm until 5 pm. ad then we went to happy puppy to karaoke.. it was full at there so we waited until 6.30 pm. and about 8.30 pm we went back to mall. it was only 6 people left.

actually, all of us didn't want to go home early. we still wanted to go to somewhere together. my friend -tata- wanted to see jablai. lololol. but, because of the car's gasoline was not too much, so we couldn't go to see those girls --or maybe those banci--
when we were in food court, suddenly malvin ( our driver lololololol ) got a badmood. i didn't know why, it still a mystery for us. and because of that badmood, he wanted to go home. and because all of us went by his car, so we also had to go home too. and finally at 11 pm i arrived at home :))

thats all. i was really really really really happy so much because i could meet my old friends. it was about 6 years we didn't meet.

high school

2010-01-14T20:44:00.000+07:00

everybody says high school is one of the best moment in their life. and this is my last in year in high school. -sighs- and i want to make my high school moment be one of my best moment too. well, i enjoy my last year. i get a class which is makes me comfort.

as we know, we always have problems in our life, and i got it. but i dont wanna be stuck in those problems. some problems made me down :(. but it's okay. those problems did't make me die.

and now, i just have about 3-4 months to meet, play, and do another something fun with my friends. honestly, it makes me kinda sad..

i will make my last year in high school colorfull. i dont care if one day i get a problem again, its normal, but i dont want to think about that problem, i'll move on, and make some beautiful moment in this year :)

ada apa dengan wajah gua?

2010-01-13T20:04:00.000+07:00

hey, first i want to say merry christmas and happy new year :)). yah walopun ud rada telat, tp kan seenggaknya gua masi ad niat untuk ngucapinnya. hehe. skali lagi merry chirstmas and happy new year yahh. i hope in this year, all of our wishes can come true.. and then i want to say sorry to all of you for all of my mistakes i did in last year.. hehe.

nah, skarang gua mw membahas sesuatu. i just curious about...... whats wrong with my face huh???
bzz, some of my friends told me that i have NYOLOT face.. grr, pdhal kan muka gua innocent.. hehe. slah 1 org yg bilang gua punya muka nyolot adalah shierly, temen jmputan gua. jd biasanya klo di jmptan itu, shierly am ica tu suka ketawa ketwa geje gtu. nah, pas mreka heboh ketawa gtu, gua diem soalny gua ga ngerti becandaany mereka. trus c shierly bilang "ci, mukany biasa aj x ga usah nyolot gtu". trus gua tanya "emang muka gua kae gmna?" trus dy nyontohin muka org nyolot yg emang pas ngliat tampangnya pngen gua tabok muka tu org. tp sayangnya muka org yg ingin gua tabok adalah muka gua sendiri. kan ga mungkin gua nabokin muka gua sendiri. tp bneran de, gua ga pernah masang muka nyolot. huhu. muka gua klo lg diem emang gtu. huhu. ga cuma shierly, ada bbrapa temen gua di kelas blg klo muka gua tu jutek bgt. omaigat. muka gua ga jutek. huhu..

gua takut aj 'nyolot face' gua ini bakal kebawa xmpe kuliah ntar. kn ga lucu pas kuliah ntar, gua ga dpt temen gara gara 'nyolot face' gua ini. trus jadinya pas di kelas gua cuma duduk sendirian di pojok plg blakang. bisa gila gua klo hidup tanpa teman. haha. manusia kan mahluk sosial, jd butuh org lain, hehe. trus ditambah lg dengan sifat gua yg pendiam seperti ini, beh, ini bisa menjadi slah satu faktor gua susah dpt temen. muka jutek, pendiem, kurang apalagi coba??
tp ya amit amit de klo misal gua bnran ga punya temen ntar. hiii. jgn xmpe..

oia, ngomongin soal kuliah, blakangan ini gua kepikiran untuk menjadi seorang fashion stylist. hehe. fashion stylist itu biasany org yang ngurusin model gtu. misal ny c model hrus pke bju ini, clana / rok ini, spatu ini, tas ini, dlsb. gua suka tu nge mix and match outfit gtu. hehe. trus klo jd fashion stylist, qta bisa ngliat en minjem brg" bgus berbagai merk buat pemotretan. bs kluar masuk toko / butik sesukanya. wihii. haha. slain ngurusin outfit, fashion stylist itu juga ngurusin pemotretan xma make up yg bgus buat model. assiiikk bgt. ahaha.

but, still, my number one dream is become a CHEF :)). hehe. oia, please pray for me ya. i really really want to be NHI's student. hehe.

when they were a kid..

2009-12-19T23:04:00.000+07:00

i was wathcing The Little Rascals (again) about a week ago, and then i wondered.. how do they look now?? haha. btw, pd tw kan The Little Rascals itu film apa?! pokokny itu film taun 1994 trus yg main tu anak - anak kecil gtu. paling umurnya 4 klo ga 5 taun. itu film lucu. yang main apalagi. haha. and becuse of that movie, gua iseng aja buka gugel buat cari gambar nya. and i found it! haha. tp gua blg c mukanya mereka pas ud gede ga gtu beda jauh.

travis tedford as spanky

brittany ashton holmes as darla

courtlan mead as uh-huh

jordan warkol as froggy

Blake McIver Ewing as waldo

sam saletta as butch

nah ini diaaa. gua lupa nama aslinya, tp dy main jadi Porky. dy anak yg paling gua suka dr semua anak yg main di film ituu. lucuu bgt. haha.

sayang, gua ga dapet smua gambarnya. padahal masi penasaran.

nah selain dr film The Little Rascals. gua juga iseng - iseng cari foto anak cowo yg dulu main di film Air Bud. tw kan? boong klo gtw. nama cowo itu Kevin Zegers. he's sooooo handsome now. haha

hehe. y ud de. sgini dulu aja. haha.

back to..

2009-12-14T23:45:00.000+07:00

wohoo people..

welcome to my third blog!

okay, first i used blogspot, and then wordpress, and then back to my lovely blogspot (it because i didn't understand how to use wordpress..)

so, as i told you in my wordpress, i will fill this blog with some information about music, film, maybe a lil bit about fashion, and of course the story of my life. yeahh.

i promise i'll be a good blogger..

well, i hope you guys will enjoy this blog. and i hope this blog won't be useless...

thank you.. --smoooooch--